Life is lived one step at a time. I have been attempting to face it head-on for years now, but I always fail. I may struggle to live against the tide, hoping, somewhere in me praying, that my so-called individuality will save me from the "wrong" things I do, but in the end I am but a follower. Because society has rules. If I don't abide, I falter. I'd rather live a tumultuous life forever judged, than die without any victory or pain to speak of.