how can you cope not knowing where you are, or where to begin? the enigma that is your return continues to play with my thoughts. i try to search for a silver lining in my dark nimbus cloud, but all I see is more darkness. I need answers, but the only thing you give me are more vague replies. "I will be here for a while." What does it mean? Am I to wait until Fate gives me the real interpretation of your words? How can I manage to live? How will I stand up and tell everyone I'll be all right? You were my happiness personified, but now you are one big question on my being.

Who are you? are you the person I learned to love?